sorry guys, i was trying to drown my sorrows. which always seems like a good idea, but they're still there when you wake up. a lesson you'd think you'd learn, but nope. as soon as i can close this shop the hell up, i am getting in the car and just going. hit I95 and be gone. i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I really feel you on this mate....
5 years ago i lost everything.......i mean, everything that is material because of my ex-girlfriend...wich conduct into a depression....I was getting drunk/high/psyched out/and stuff i can't tell, just to try to feel alive on time more again.....
After 6 month of that living...i started to lost friends and even family members, that really shook me up, people and belief that you tought that would last forever where now disapearing... I've taken my life back in control and have a normal living like i always had(well normal for me!haha!)
Lately..i've been into some serious hell in all aspects of life i think, but it's guys like you, Fred, John,Rob, Robert and many other forum mates that have kept me positive and put a smile in my face every single day, so i can believe that all this would have a happy ending!:)
I don't really know where iM going with all this text....but..Man! There's a bunch of people willing to support you in pretty much anything....well...i'm one of those!
Keep it up!
...selling our blood and man-milkshakes for NOS MN3008's